So much UGH.
Today is not my day.
I :
Barely ate
Stubbed my foot TWICE at work against a damn shelf and cut two of my toes. (I’m honestly really surprised they aren’t broken)
Worked out super hard and am really sore and hungry right now
BUT
I have a toothache and can’t/am afraid to eat.
There is absolutely nothing in this world that I hate more then toothaches, dental procedures, and dentists.
So the other day I was at the store getting ready to pay for my stuff, but there was a really long line and my mother was at the front. So instead of waiting she called me up and told me to pay for my stuff after her. So i did. Then once we were in the car my sister tells me that one of the ladies (who was standing in line) and her pre teen daughter were talking about me. Apparently they had said (in Spanish) that I “was a 30 year old trying to dress like a 16 year old.” Just because I had thigh highs and shorts on. Hahahah what the fuck. So, my sister started speaking in Spanish in front of them so they would know we spoke Spanish and totally understood what they were saying. It was all pretty funny though. If I would have known at the time that they were talking shit I would have dropped them on the spot. I guess they were just too mad about me having cut in front of them. It’s usually the other way around though. Meaning that people usually think I’m still under 18.
All these damn tv shows need to messing with my emotions!!
Sometimes I get something stuck in the back of my throat and then I try to swallow but instead I stop breathing and I feel like I’m going to die. Then the moment passes….and I’m still alive… until I try to do it again.
So I started eating clean, and working out as well as I could, two and a half weeks ago and have lost 7 lbs so far. Which isn’t much, but it’s a start. I’ve been way more body posi. lately and know I have a ways to go before I reach my goal weight, but I’m super stoked about everything. :)
If you don’t like the Eagles, that’s fine. But just know that you’re wrong and I hate you.
Currently the happiest I’ve been in months!!! :D
Having really bad anxiety because I have to go to the dentist tomorrow. I honestly have no idea why I’m freaking out over this. Ughhhh
Some girls should really learn how to shape/style their eyebrows.
